OK... So I am officially mad at cancer. This dumb disease made me have to change my plans for my summer and leave my grandbabies. I am so mad that I only got to see them such a short while. I am mad that I had to leave my sister after only a few visits. I AM MAD!!!
During the last 6 or so weeks, I have just thought, "it is what it is... no biggy". That was all fine and dandy when I could "pretend" that it didn't change anything, but it did and now I am mad.
I am happy that I will be going back home to Henderson for surgery and treatment and be around my kids, but I am mad that they even have to deal with this again. They lost their stepmother to breast cancer 3 years ago. They are so worried about me even though, I believe hers was much worse and there is nothing to worry about with me.... just a blip in the journey of life.
I am mad that in this day and age, we even have to deal with this disease.
Sorry for the rant, but for my sanity I just had to put this out there. I know that there are sooooo many people worse off than me. People like my sister, who has been dealing with some form of cancer for 20+ years now.
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